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So I ended up there -lost in an empty church with the people carrying blue books

Bend myself into a far nicer person than I actually am in order to feel like I’m enough

in my process when Rhiannon came on

“Am I becoming the crazy lady that bases my entire world view on bits of information that are only put out with the intention of reactive engagement

I saw the Pacific Ocean for the first time

Carousel 24x30 So I ended up thereThere were all of the fancy institutions. Trafalgar Square. Downing Street. Big Ben. The crowd was the thickest I had been in for many years. There was an aquarium and a Shrek museum too. I couldn't come to grips with the number of people I was trying to walk through. Elbow to elbow. Feet being stepped on. Strollers, dogs, vendors selling popcorn. Horns honking busy sreets. It was hell on Earth, with everything to see. Anything that makes me feel like